Monday July
9, 2007
Dear
Friends,
Strap on
your seatbelts, this letter gets interesting :-)
One month
ago, I shared with you that the owners finally pulled the diesel tanks out of
the ground here. And the ground looks pretty clean. We're still waiting on
official test results, but so far, things look good. This was my first clue
that things were starting to happen again.
I have
prayed for over two years for some way to get into a timeshare or
something somewhere that I could make accessible to the
staff coming to live here. I want to take care of my staff and give
them the opportunity to rest and relax too. But the one timeshare I was
interested in always cost too much money. Two weeks ago though, Karen and I
discovered a way to make it a reality, for about a third of the cost
that I was expecting. We purchased it, and now have the ability to
take care of staff in this way. This was my second clue that things were afoot.
One week
ago, one of the propane companies in Boise FINALLY came and removed THEIR 1,000
gallon propane tank that was sitting closer than 10 feet to the house (big-time
no-no). I have been on their case for almost 2 years to come remove that tank
(there are still 2 other big propane tanks here that we can still use, that go
with the property). That was the third thing.
Fourth
thing?
Karen and I
have been praying for quite awhile now about the focus and direction of this
project. I even so much as said in the last newsletter that unless I got a word
from the Lord that was clearer than the original call to build a youth ranch, I
declared that I would continue doing what I was originally told to do. But at
the same time, we also sought God on it. Why? Several reasons.
1. Due to
another for-profit group that is trying to build a residential non-faith-based
youth ranch up in this area, there has been a huge groundswell of negative
opinion concerning anything "youth ranch" related in this county.
This concerned me.
2. God has
not provided funding to buy the property yet. That led me to believe that
possibly our focus did need readjusted so that He could move us
forward. We prayed about this.
3. Part of
our whole dream has been to provide camps to the international community in
Boise, in particular the Hispanic and Russian churches of the area that have no
camping program of their own. One problem is that "CAMP" is a
foreign concept to their culture, by and large. So I already knew we were
fighting an uphill battle there.
4. My hope,
prayer and dream has always been to use this place to help bring unity to
the various churches of the area, and just another camping program would
actually compete with some of the big camps already in operation, meaning that
we were losing unity right out of the starting gate. I have prayed about this.
5. I have
prayed numerous times over the past three years about how God could use this
place as a place of healing, not have it be just another fun camp, and I
have been asking Him for His thoughts.
Now for the
good stuff. I have been conversing with a pastor from India that desires to
move here and help with the project. I respect his spirituality, and his walk
with God. I also admire his heart of prayer. Now keep in mind that I did not share
with him any of my 5 concerns above, or even that we were praying about them.
But he wrote me an email 2 weeks ago, and I quote:
"Greetings
in Jesus name from Nagaland, India. Well
Sir, this is what God had told me while I was praying
for your ministry and wonderful vision in my prayer
room. He appeared to me and a whispering voice told
that, " Let Tim & Karen open a Prayer Center for all
nations", "This will be the healing center for all the
people who are afflicted by different sicknesses, be
it emotional, physical, spiritual, mental,
psychological and financial etc." And given me these
Bible verses, Psalms 1:1-3, Revelation 19:6, 22:1-2. I
request you to spare your precious time and meditate
upon these verses and ask His great plan."
This word supposedly
from God was about as clear as I was going to get. So me, my wife, Todd,
and others that I respect and admire and with whom I maintain some
accountability with, immediately took this matter to prayer. And as we
prayed, it dawned on me that this word answered all 5 of my previously
listed concerns. 1. If we are a prayer center, even though we still will
host youth camps, we don't need anything "youth ranch" related
in our name. 2. If
God is behind this focus change, then His funding will be there. 3. While
the idea of a camp may be foreign to the international community that we wish
to serve, the idea of a prayer retreat is most certainly not. They grasp that
idea and concept easily and quickly, and can embrace it. 4. There are currently
no large interdenominational houses of prayer or prayer furnaces in the Boise
area that I could find. This is something that CAN bring churches together in
unity. 5. When people pray, there is healing. The imperfect becomes perfect in
the presence of God.
Even in my
own prayer, as I searched the web last week for "international house of
prayer", and looked at the many different ones already in operation across
the USA and world, my heart leapt and tears ran down my face.
But what
about the youth ranch?
Last week,
Karen's best friend and her family, came to stay the week. Another man, an
almost retired ex camp program director, also came to visit for several days
(had a great 4th of July up here). They both strongly encouraged us, just
telling us that we already were ministering to people, and that we already were
providing a place of healing for people. Karen's friend's husband, a pastor
himself, even asked me to go down a partial list of people that have crossed my
path up here, and point to healing that had occurred in their lives because of
our faithfulness in being here, even if there were also some who found no
healing at all.
And rather
unexpectedly, we were asked to speak at Pastor Ambrosio's church in
Caldwell about our desire to provide their church with a retreat facility. Out
of that conversation came the comment (though I've heard it before, but not
HEARD it), that with 8 kids of our own, we already have a youth ranch. I was
obedient in building a youth ranch, I just didn't realize it would be for 8
children of my own.
So we have
accepted that the words that came through my India friend as being a genuine
direction from God, and have committed together that this is our next
step. We are building a house of prayer for all nations, a place dedicated to
prayer retreats, prayer summits, and a place for people to find healing, while
still hosting the occasional youth camp and working with the foster families
around here. It means redoing a lot of paperwork, rethinking some of our plans,
rewriting part of the business plan, changing the website, etc and so forth,
but I'm excited about it. Tentatively speaking for now anyway, we are simply
calling it either "Thorn Creek House of Prayer" or the "The
Father's House of Prayer" (or maybe "The Father's International House
of Prayer" ?).
And here's
the kicker.
We received
a letter from the land owners lawyer just this morning (July 9th)
demanding $10,000 Earnest Money by July 15th, with an additional $100,000
downpayment in 6 weeks, and the balance of $390,000 paid in 6 months. If
we can't do it, they say they are going to start looking for other buyers (they
have several interested parties already that I have personally
met). And I threw my back out yesterday and thus am home sick today
to deal with this letter, an unhappy phone call from the Idaho
Department of Environmental Quality about the diesel tanks (the owners
still haven't given them the soil test results from when they pulled the
tanks out of the ground a month ago), and an unexpected visit by Pastor
Ambrosio (the pastor whose Hispanic church is most interested in holding camps
and prayer retreats here) and his family *chuckle*. God knows what's going on,
for sure.....
Someone
that prays for us also told us just this afternoon (July 9th) that God told
them He is starting to powerfully move in our situation, someone that I have
not previously told much of the news in this newsletter to. How did they know?
It's kinda cool *chuckle*.
So, a
number of things have happened here in the last month that have
suddenly rocketed us forward. And now a huge brick wall looms before us.
It is
interesting to me to note that my two older girls ARE in Australia now, and
that the $8,000 we needed for them to go, came in in less than 3 months. In
fact, the last $200 came in just a few hours before they were to leave from
Florida to fly to Sydney. This was something that we could not in our own
strength make happen; we just plain didn't have the resources. But God did,
through people that believed in them and what they wanted to do by going to
Australia as part of a serve team to work on a project down there.
So am I
worried? I'd say that my emotions are more like nervous excitement right now.
But that could change. So pray for us, pray for funding, and pray that we do
not give up in discouragement, this dream and vision. I believe.
In Him,
Sincerely,
Tim &
Karen Benedict & kids
Thorn Creek
House of Prayer
or The
Father's House of Prayer
208-392-6723
timbenedict@peoplepc.com
http://www.bighouseministries.com
21 Yellowpine Lane, Boise, ID 83716