March 5, 2006,
Dear Friends,
This is just a quick update, with
several praises
and prayer requests. It's also much shorter :-)
Several praises and prayer
requests.
1. My youth pastor friend Joshua from
Utah, that
came up to visit in January to discuss living here to help renovate the
ranch,
is moving up here in several weeks. I am SOO excited. God unexpectedly
provided
him the money to move with. Praise God for working, and ask God to help
his move
go smoothly.
2. I am working on paperwork again
to move
this place forward. It frustrates me that I only seem to be able to work
on
ranch stuff one or two days out of each week, because the rest of the
time, I am
trying to make ends meet. Praise God though that I am finally starting
to make
ends meet, catch my child support up, keep rent on the ranch mostly
paid, pay
off personal debts from the marriage years, and still have a little bit
left
over to invest back into the ranch. Pray that I can be content in this,
because
I wish I had the time to invest every day in the ranch each week,
instead of
just one or two days out of each week. Pray also that I can get all the
paperwork involved in getting this place operational, done correctly and
in a
timely manner, and that the various governmental organizations involved,
also
approve everything in a timely manner.
3. My friend Todd from Boise has been
consistently
coming up on his weekends to help out with various ranch projects. He
has been a
HUGE encouragement and blessing to my own walk with God and in a bigger
picture,
just with things related to being here at the ranch. He has even
invested some
of his own personal money in the place, simply because he wants to be a
part of
something much bigger that God has His hand on. He told me that he just
wants to
know that he helped build something for God, that God is and will
be using
mightily. Pray that God raises up more people like him to invest in
the
ranch. Pray that Go blesses Todd for his active, hand-on
involvement.
4. The purchase agreement for the ranch
has still
not been signed. It's partly because I have to get more paperwork done
and
governmental approval on things, but also partly because the Pastor that
wanted
to personally pay for the ranch so that we can move forward, has come
under
spiritual attack. Pray for him. Pastor Ambrosio of Bethel Temple in
Caldwell,
Idaho. He had a death in the family several weeks ago which triggered an
out-of-the-area trip for him that set him back on financing arrangements
by
several weeks. Additionally, several of his real estate sales have been
held up,
of properties that he is trying to sell to pay for the ranch with. He
just keeps
saying to me that God wants to use this ranch, and if there is no one
else that
can or is willing to help buy it for us, he has to, because God has
laid it
on his heart just how much God wants to use this place. So pray that his
stuff
goes more smoothly, and that God arranges the details smoothly for
getting money
together to pay for the ranch. Pray too that the ranch owners have
patience with
the delays (they apparently have 2 other buyers that also want to buy
the ranch
now - and neither of them include/involve plans for direct youth or
Hispanic related ministries.)
5. There is a restaurant in Eagle,
Idaho that has
gone out of business and is auctioning off all of its stuff (pbx
phone
system, kitchen fryers, stainless steel sinks, racks, shelves, etc. this
coming
Thursday at Musick Auctions in Eagle. We NEED this kind of equipment if
we are
going to have a functional conference center/youth ranch kitchen. I
was
already planning to be in town on Thursday, but I have no money
to go
to this auction with. Pray that God outfits our kitchen one way or
another,
and soon, whether through this auction or through some other means.
6. God has been teaching me lots and
lots of things
on the personal level, about reflecting Him, about how I sometimes
dishonor Him
(and need to repent and change and/or let Him change me), and about just
simply
walking with Him. It's been rough in someways, but very good in others.
I see
His fingerprints ALL over my life and the ranch right now. I am
convinced that
He is going to bring the finances together for the ranch, though I have
no idea
how, simply because I keep seeing His fingerprints all over
everything. I mean, why would He be leading people to live here if
He
wasn't already planning how to pay for it? So I am moving forward
in faith.
It's VERY exciting, although I still have my emotional
rollercoaster days
too. Just pray that I just keep my focus on Him. He is what makes my
world turn.
Pray that He puts this place together in a way that people can
only marvel
and say, "Now THAT has got to be a God-thing" (not a TIm
thing).
God is good, and I am very thankful to
be serving
Him :-)
Sincerely,
Tim Benedict